When you experience mixed emotions it can be quite the wild ride. With this 30 Day Challenge coming to an end tomorrow, I thought I’d be ecstatic about it being over, but in reality, I don’t know how to feel. I’m fairly certain that the behaviours I adopted during these 30 days (minus the daily blogging) will continue once the challenge is over but I can’t be certain. Only time will tell.
I have mixed emotions because for some reason skipping 1 day of blogging somehow has me down on myself. I made the active decision not to write that day, I thought it through in terms of the bigger picture, and I chose not to write. I believe that I made the right call, either way in the grand scheme of things its neither here nor there.
The objective of doing the 30 Day Challenge, for me, was to learn about myself and test my endurance in a few different areas. I wanted to instil more discipline in my days and I succeeded in many ways. But I am always cautious with defining achievements as “successes” or as “failures.”
So on the eve before the final day of my 30 day challenge… I feel mixed emotions, and that is okay. I will embrace them and move forward acknowledging their authenticity.
Wouldn’t have it any other way.
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