The thing about a challenge is that it is challenging. If you didn’t at some point want to quit, or want to cut corners around rules or cheat, then it wouldn’t even be a challenge in its nature. It would simply be a task.

I set 3 main attainable goals for my 30 day challenge, and so far I have succeeded every single day, but not without a cost. For instance, one of my goals is to wake up by a certain hour every day (or earlier) and I have done that… which has been great! However, I find myself growing tired much earlier in the evening, like super early. I love being in the routine of having that extra quiet time to myself in the morning, but seriously, today I wanted to go to sleep at toddler hours. The creative spirit in me is confused because I have been a night owl since I was a teenager

I’m not going to lie, in this moment I want to say f*ck it, but I am determined to see what 30 full days of instilling and dispelling these habits can do.

Today though? My mood is: